November 2011
“It never felt the same - my heart
As it did before you winded me with silence,
Stole my guilt and tripped me past the violence of my own mind.
It soothed me.
I felt you next to me as I looked around.
Alone I felt so alive and I got up to dance
But then you left.
I felt the wind knocked out of me
As I looked into your grace.
Something heavy laid to rest
Between the butterflies in my stomach
And the knot in my chest.”
away as they fell?” —Adam Duritz (via let-it-remain)
All the material possessions in the world couldn’t make me feel better about missing you, so why am I wasting so much money?
How am I gonna manage a full day at work when I can’t even finish doing my makeup without crying and it running everywhere?
I wanna be better!
Why do I torture myself reading the Valentine’s Day email you sent me when you were in China?
“I love you so much”
You know I said I wanted the Winnie the Pooh: Complete Collection of Stories and Poems and that it was on offer in Waterstones? Well it’s on offer on Amazon too for £16.49.
I would be so happy if you would bring me it for Christmas as I have been asking everyone for it for 2 years and no one has bought me it yet :(
I’ve been a very good girl and I really do deserve it because I’ve had a rubbish 2 months!
Scudpie x
I’m homesick for you.
It’s amazing how people who are supposed to be your friends feel the need to get involved in everything and try and ruin it because they’re not happy with their own lives. I’m so glad I don’t have to see any of you anymore.
Just bought the Ricky Gervais Live complete box set, the complete Scrubs box set, the Idiot Abroad dvds and the Stephen Merchant: Hello Ladies stand up dvd among other various presents and things.
Like Martin Luther King, I had a dream… But mine involved you and a tub of whipped cream.